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I am stitched with spring fever even though my winter itch has not been scratched.

I am thinking about what I’d say in an Oscar acceptance speech: I’d like to thank my choir teacher, the novelist who told me I was writing poems, and the Academy for creating an award for people who have nothing to do with movies.

I am considering the verb “to be” which I consider often: how not to use it even though it is, actually, the returning place.

The other day, I drove home barefoot and walked on our boulevard. The grass was more mud than sprout and I felt my toes squish against the laid-bare earth. It felt delightful in that gross way, like unclogging hair from the bathroom sink. Somehow, deeply satisfying to feel the return of muck. Spring is like that: here all at once and then interrupted with snowstorms and frozen bulbs.